I have lost myself.

"Don't cry because its over. Smile because it happened." - Dr Seuss.

I have always retained a certain amount of... pride... in my quest for individuality. I resent the use of average in describing myself and i relish in being though of as unique. This being said, it pains me to see the amount of facebook groups out there that are consistently forcing me to question the things which i hold dearest. The little quirks that make me who i am, the little actions that let me feel like my own person. All questionable now.

Well maybe its not just now. Perhaps i've thought too much about me being special and different. In reality, the groups highlighting the habits that i felt were my own, were surely created because of the number of people possess the same compulsions. But i liked being oblivious to it all. I enjoyed not knowing that other people do things the same way i do, or say the same things i do. For if i never uncovered the truth, i would still believe i was unique. And therefore i would be happy believing this. Happiness is sometimes found in ignorance. But faced with the 'new' task of proving my individuality to myself, i set a goal for myself. It may be hard to complete but could turn out to be the most rewarding.

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Sometimes i wonder if people do read the things i write. If there is anybody out there who actually reads this i feel as though you should do me a favour. Firstly, if you do not already have a blogger account please create one. Once you have that (or if you've already go that), the next step is to go to the website; http://www.weheartmaxthehistorianboy.blogspot.com/. Lastly, "Follow" it.

Now i know i've already spoken about this blog. But i have been promised icecream for every follower she gets. So for the sake of MY happiness as well as your enjoyment (its actually a good read), please follow those steps.