Bloggaholics Anonymous

It's true, I'm a bloggaholic. I just can't live without bloggahol.

And the effects are starting to show. A few days without writing anything for my blog, and i'm getting the shakes. My memory is hazy and my vision is constantly blurred. However, it is not for lack of substance that i have neglected this site. In reality I have, on numerous occasions, opened the blog and began writing. But my fingers lacked the capacity to articulate my thoughts into the cyberworld. Or maybe it was an underlying insecurity that temporarily paralyzed my hands. Perhaps my mind was stopping me from unleashing thoughts which it believes should be kept more private*. Anyway, back to my point. I've neglected According to Angelo for far too long, but i'm now here rectify that a quick rundown of my the less-trivial events of Angelo's life since The 411.
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The 12th.

Jubilee park was pretty awesome in my opinion. Made me re-realize how much i'm going to everybody from the Fort. Bittersweet in a way. Also reminded me that i have to start on those emails. On another note it really peeves me when i think of something as memorable but its "just okay" to everybody else. Do i not have high enough standards? Am i too easily pleased? But better question, why does it matter! I've got to learn to be more secure.

1) videogames with kuya mike (missing appointment.*sigh)

2) bus to parramatta / drive up to jubilee

3) partay, straight edge-dly. note to self: find someone with pictures!

4) video games with richarrd.

The 13th.

Friday the thirteenth was not scary at all. I'm a BIG boy now. Ha. Youth blew my mind. I'm constantly bewildered at how the topic being spoken about always seems to have very real implications in my life; feeling very personal. Made the experience of the night so much more meaningful.

1) Caught up on some much needed sleeep!

2) youthzies.

3) late night ps3 / chillin with Alex and Paolo.

4) freaked out by what sounded like an assault in the park. Could hardly sleep.

The 14th & 15th

One of the laziest weekends of my life. This doesn't even need a list! i emptied my pool, cleaned it, and then started to fill it. It was so filthy, but i'm expecting it to be finished soon. BRING ON THE SUMMER OF 2010!

vacuus lacus (empty pool)

Hopefully without sounding too depressing, i looked at that pool and i felt empty myself.

The 16th

I am one step closer to my dream of being batman! I can now officially see in the night, though i doubt i look anywhere near as cool as he does. One day i will. One day.

cool/creepy. can't decide.

Hmmm. i feel i have fulfilled my duty, nay. My responsibility to my blog. And i apologise in advance if i don't write for awhile. FORMAL tomorrow. Still deciding what to do, where to go, how to get wherever. Life is hard.

*more on that later