Honest to blog?

It's an odd sensation to be blogging again. Although i'd like to blame my absence on severe constraints of my time, i know i'd be lying. Not completely lying mind you, much has happened in the past 4 or 5 weeks. But i'm pretty sure that the underlying reason is apathy; i just couldn't be bothered. But i have had so many thoughts since my last post and i guess i'm getting that feeling of regret now. For the most part, i've forgotten those thoughts and wish i had the foresight to write them down. Maybe that's why i'm back, hoping to save future-me more regret.

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So what to write? I've got quite a few memories from the past month that i'd like to jot down, but maybe i should pace myself to ensure i write tomorrow, or the next day, or just sometime soon. I think i'm gonna go with a happy birthday to my brother. I meant to post something for him on the 23rd of March, but didn't really get around to it. Anyway here goes.


Oh an before i forget.. in this same period of time, i survived my very first mini-exam period. Guess study habits don't automatically change just cause you want them to.

See that boy on the right? That's my brother :) Probably one of the most influential people in my life (just don't tell him that). Growing up with a brother 10.5 years old enough has its perks. Got picked up and dropped off at school everyday of my elementary education, got heaps of free stuff, and he taught me to float (i would've used that picture, but i can't find it). He played a major role in my psychological maturity, as well as introducing me to the things i have learnt to love. Some say i intentionally copy him, but you spend everyday listening to someone's musical playlist, watching the sports, the shows, the teams he watched and you'll find it almost impossible to be different. But i'm not complaining. He introduced me to the eels. (:

Anyway, yeah that's my brother. And it WAS his birthday, and this WOULD'VE been his birthday post but yeah.. that didn't work out as planned. And exaggeratarily, i could tell stories for days about our brotherHOOD, but i'll save those for now. And leave it at that.

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To whom it may concern,

the following topics will be brought up in upcoming posts - funerals, family and the philippines.

I'm out.