soundtrack of my life.

February 15th;

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"I shouldn’t want the song to end. I always think of each night as a song. Or each moment as a song. But now I’m seeing we don’t live in a single song. We move from song to song, from lyric to lyric, from chord to chord. There is no ending here. It’s an infinite playlist."

This is something i've been thinking about for a while. About how my mood dictates the songs i like, and that every moment of everyday has a song that just sums it all up for you. Now i'll be the first to admit that no matter how much i long to have musical ability in me, i am in fact, giftless. I am however, one who appreciates his music and i do believe that we all have our songs. Whether its the gentle music for the sombre day or the emotive lyrics for something that just didn't turn out right, there is always a song to suit your life. We just have to find it.

And I like to think of that as a challenge. One that i'd gladly accept. I've always enjoyed the premise that life is an adventure, and as hollywood has shown me, every adventure has a soundtrack. Through the thousands upon thousands of songs we listen to all the time, there's that one that will just suit the way we feel. It can last a whole week or for a brief moment of joy, but something's always playing. So here i am now, searching for the song of my moment, my day, my week, my month, my year, my life. Ipod on shuffle. Waiting for it to come up, waiting for it to hit me. I will find it.

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Here's my song for this moment in time. Save it, add it to the playlist of life; Radiohead - Creep. Even in my happy mood, it speaks to me. Maybe subconsciously i feel down, but yeah.

This is actually a cover by Marty Casey from the tv show, Rockstar INXS.
"Sometime's when you're down, it's good to have some company."

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Oh it was Adrian's farewell party. Going to Orange for university. I don't understand how people can do that. Just up and move so far away. Anyway good party, goodbye.