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Juggernauts, literally the scum of the earth.
Okay so for the past couple of days i've been addicted to Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. And for those who have been following me for a while now (thankyou by the way) you may remember that i have previously spoken of this awesome game because it gave me free night-vision goggles. Anyway, i've been playing with Mikie cause let's face it, its more fun playing with somebody else. And after like, literally hours upon hours of playing.. After watching strategic youtube videos giving us advice.. After coming up with multiple gameplans of our own, we finally beat this level. It was an enormous task that got us to produce one of the best high-5's of all time. The relief and that sense of accomplishment was addictive. I know yearn to chase that feeling, by finishing the level on Veteran.
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In other news, Winter Olympics for the win. Torah Bright is sooooo pretty and talented but this.. THIS... THIIIIIIIIIISSSS is indescribable.
Geek love, thanks bedizzle for ze book. Disgusting and unnerving. But a fantastic read.
Okay, what else. Oh today i changed my layout again. And due to my incredible lack of creativity (and i guess some credit should be given to my laziness), i have delegated the role of 'Blog Designer' (yep, just made that up) to someone much more talented than i. I like to think this new simplistic, minimalistic layout is good because now the words are the main aspect of it all. Also, the darkness of it all was starting to bring me down. I feel uplifted. Awesome. But this new layout changes a few things for me;
For one thing, at times i have manually changed the colour of the font. Example; The Ninja Post was changed to an all black font to make it invisible in the black background. Now the font is moot as the background has been changed to white. This is the case for other posts also which i should go back and fix. Hopefully i get around to it, but if you take my lack of blogging lately as a sign of my dedication to this, then you see why i mention this all now.
Continuing from the previous post: my song for this day was "Russian Roulette."
This is something i've been thinking about for a while. About how my mood dictates the songs i like, and that every moment of everyday has a song that just sums it all up for you. Now i'll be the first to admit that no matter how much i long to have musical ability in me, i am in fact, giftless. I am however, one who appreciates his music and i do believe that we all have our songs. Whether its the gentle music for the sombre day or the emotive lyrics for something that just didn't turn out right, there is always a song to suit your life. We just have to find it.
And I like to think of that as a challenge. One that i'd gladly accept. I've always enjoyed the premise that life is an adventure, and as hollywood has shown me, every adventure has a soundtrack. Through the thousands upon thousands of songs we listen to all the time, there's that one that will just suit the way we feel. It can last a whole week or for a brief moment of joy, but something's always playing. So here i am now, searching for the song of my moment, my day, my week, my month, my year, my life. Ipod on shuffle. Waiting for it to come up, waiting for it to hit me. I will find it.
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Here's my song for this moment in time. Save it, add it to the playlist of life; Radiohead - Creep. Even in my happy mood, it speaks to me. Maybe subconsciously i feel down, but yeah.
This is actually a cover by Marty Casey from the tv show, Rockstar INXS.
"Sometime's when you're down, it's good to have some company."
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Oh it was Adrian's farewell party. Going to Orange for university. I don't understand how people can do that. Just up and move so far away. Anyway good party, goodbye.
"Cheesy song lyrics"
Not the same love as people usually to celebrate on Valentines day, but still.
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Anyway seeing as its valentines day, or at least was (15 minutes ago), i thought i'd write about love, affection all of that soppy stuff. i'll be the first to admit that i adore movies that some may call "chick flicks." But that's just who i am. They appeal to the little girl in me. But i'm not naive, i know that the majority of those things don't JUST happen. There isn't always a happy ending, nor some miracle twist that brings everything together at the last second. Life has its ups and downs. Thing's don't always go according to plan. That's life.
Now, I like to think i'm generally an optimistic person, but there are times where i feel i've got to be realistic. And its out of this that mindset that i comb through all the dreariness of life and search out the love that there is to find. And i came across a few moments in the past couple of days that have 're-educated' me on what yesterday was all about. There was the couple who were dancing in the middle of a packed crowd, not paying attention to anybody or anything but each other. The man and woman getting out of the port-a-loo together (LOL). And finally, the guy who held the girls hair back as she threw up.
I'm probably a freak for thinking this, but the most 'romantic' thing to me was the last couple. In some weird way this is the most appealling to me, the one i wish i was apart of. Okay, so the first couple was yeah, impresive, but the willingness of this man to stay with her, tolerating the mess she had become was just beyond me. Giving up the hundreds he spent on the tickets for the event he was at, and instead staying out there, in the rain and the puke, holding her, taking care of her. To me, that's love. And to me, that's what valentines day should be about.
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Also there is a facebook group saying to "forget valentines day, it's chinese new year" or something like that. CELEBRATE NEW YEAR WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD, greedy asians. You don't need your own festival.
My first ever music festival; Good Vibrations 2010. Thanks for the ticket brother. Also had a chance to hang out with my brother after he's had a few to drink. That's when he let off that beauty of a quote out the window of the cab. He's much more fun and less grumpy. Anyway, farrout that concert blew my mind. Missed out on the beginning of Kid Cudi, and Gym Class Heroes. Also was a darn shame that The Kililers didn't show up. That would have made it absolutely unforgettable.
But i did get to rock out with Salt n Pepa. Those girls still got it. Played 3 of the only songs i knew, then did a few covers. Surprisingly ended with a song "thanking" god. Good to know He's got His place there too. But we were just getting warmed up. Naughty by Nature stepped it up to a whole new level. Near the front were the crazy fanatics, like the sweaty/greasy white guy who danced like he was a black girl. Next to him the pill-popping group. Then Me. It was hot, stuffy, but that just added to the atmosphere. Couldn't have asked for it any better. Oh! and they recorded a videoclip there! Maybe i'll be in it. My monster of an arm might appear somewhere; something to look forward to.
Then the rain hit. And just like that the party had escalated to a whole new level. People dancing in the rain. Busta Rhymes hit a packed tent. The tens of thousands of people in attendance swaying and bouncing along with him, being pulled along by every rhyme. Girls topless and making out, Busta/Flipmode dropping their pants, his show had it all. Pretty good way to end the day.
I would've added another first to that list, clubbing. The plan the whole day had been, bbq, then good vibes THEN clubs. But someone got sick, blah blah, anyway that was cancelled. Which i think was a good thing. I'm not sure if i could've handled more excitement for one day. No longer a festival-virgin. Hope to see you next year GVF!
not really sexual tension, but awkward as heck.
I wish i could fight like superwog.
Tupac Shakur - The Rose that Grew From the Concrete.
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Also, i felt it was about time i added some sort of picture to the header of this blog. This is what i came up with. Feel free to give more ideas because unfortunately, i lack any creativity.
Oh! and the high pitched chirping of the cricket any time the temperature even verges on warm isn't a better alternative. Hmmm, one of the downsides to living adjacent to a park.
*** LKF (little known fact): i have a fear of birds that drives me to borderline paranoia. They are ALL out to get me.
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Speaking of birds, i was out picking up boxes and such today when i came across a peculiar little house. Maybe they didn't like cats, and even hated dogs but instead of cute little animals roaming their property, they had these;
In these, the times of unparalleled boredom, there is little to report on. Little goes on up in my mind. My refuge? My sanctuary from the blandness of life? Youtube. And i was recently reminded of a video that had me in stitches. I chortle every time i see this video. And one day, i shall teach all of my children this same trick.